Despite some dark thoughts and pessimistic worrying during the past two months, my overall attitude is one of hope. I am still expecting a miracle.
This is the Season of Light, so what better time for a miracle. I am focused on the healing of my body, especially the restoration of my kidneys and heart to optimal working order.
Each night and morning when I meditate, I feel the vibrations throughout my body, pulsations of vibrancy and health. Each day I affirm my improved health and give thanks to beings of light and love who are working with my body during the dream state to bring it into alignment with its master plan of health.
In the past week, I have noticed some positive changes. My breathing is no longer labored when I am lying down. I only need two pillows under my head at night and not four or five. In fact, there have been nights in the past few months when I had to sit in a straight-back chair in order to breathe--a position that is not conducive to sleep. Also, I am able to walk quite a distance without becoming short of breath or growing fatigued. Case in point: During the evening of caroling, I probably walked 14 blocks. Even a few weeks ago, I had trouble walking to my truck, much less to the end of the block. This is a great improvement. And I am no longer exhausted in the middle of the day and need to take a nap. Yes, indeed, a miracle is definitely in the works.
I am putting off surgery, knowing that it will soon be unnecessary. The miracle is manifesting in perceivable improvements. My body is aligning with health, vitality, strength, and vibrancy. The miracle that I have been anticipating for almost four decades is drawing nigh in this season of miracles.
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Monday, December 22, 2008
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- Perhaps my friend Mark summed me up best when he called me "a mystical grammarian." I am quite a mix--otherworldly, ethereal and in touch with "the beyond," yet prone to being very precise and logical, when need be. Romantic in the big-canvas meaning of the word, I see the world as an adventure, as a love poem, as a realm of beauty and wonder.
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